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June 21st, 2005

10:51 am - if yu bother reading any of this ur very bored... *yawns* ooh dear so sleeeepyyyy but been woken up coz some man is coming to measure our house.... poooo dum de dum ergh yestreday was kinda weird... had french exam.. wqent pretty shtty i think but it was too hot to concentrate and argh... stretched my ear again tho lol... oppsy... ah well no ones noticed yet so ah well! after schoolen i had the worst bus journey of my life... swear i fell alseep from the heat of some of it lol.. we got stuck next to some stoopiud tractor and argh hated it.... ummmmmmm went to le hertford to see jenny ham hayley and meet this oh so famous joe... hes nice tho so its ok that jens in love with him lol.... ermmmm then i had to go to see some house with family so jb walked me down there (awwwwwwww) and i met rents n megs there.... we saw this house in hertford near hert north... n wow it was just like... wow.... i wud be so happy if we lived there seriously... dnt think my mum likes it tho... she only likes the cooker n i think thats it lol... then saw this yuvky smellu house that i didnt like atall... had a big garden but meh too near county hall didnt like nooooo way this house moving ma larky is confusing... :S ah wellyyy meh then i came home and found out all this stupid shit has been said to george s from carrie aboit jack AND IM SO CONFUSED COZ I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING that apprently i said about jack? i mena yea i spoke to carrie abvout it today, but it was all good stuff i was like aww carrie yu got ur perfect emo guy at last etc n carrie was all yea im so happy weee n the last thing i said to her was yea jacks great or something?!/! and she then went cryint o geo a few hours later AND GAH IM CONFUSED and owww i was so ill last night n blugh, so fucking stressed. WE NEED FRIDAY TO HAPPEN FAIRY LUUUUU ITS GONNA RULEEEEEEEEEEEEE 'reading practice' lol wooo gods this post was stupid dont bother reading it nayone.... Current Mood: cranky Current Music: horse the band- bad bunnies

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June 19th, 2005

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June 16th, 2005

10:37 pm - counting the days weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee im really happy strangley happy considering that AMBER THE STUPID TWAT FROM IM STUPID LAND HAS GONE AND GIEVN AWAY MY GREENDAY TICKET TO FUCKING AMYYY BAINES. AMY FUCKING WONT APPERICATE IT ATALL BAINES. GAH.COM stupid fucking little... errr *shakes fist* AND SHE STILL HASNT HAD THE FUCKING GUTS TO COME AND TELL ME IVE BEEN FINDING IT ALL OUT FROM LEWIS AND JENI STILL!!!!! AND jenis going to ffaf? oh dear, i shall not be holding her hand in the pit is all im gonna say. h-anyway ooooh yesterday woo was crazy like whoa.... to school, to lucys, back to school for geog *victory dance was so easyyyyy* back to lucys (on route sang spice girls with carrie and spazzed out over dead pigion ergh) YAY YUMMY CRISPS! um um ummmmm watched 13..... starnge movie as always but still love it.... me and lu got v inspired about the first bit *grins* done some reserach..... cant wait til this summer:) eeeeeeee umm umm ummmm came home.... and today today today chem exam poo rained poo amber stuff poo went to hartham met fuzzybear and chris *<3 his hair* went to get some munch, and on the way i oh so stupidly fell off this building site thingy, slipping off it and landing on my arse, ouch my fucking god. i now cannot sit down properly lol! was really funny tho and all the builders laughed at meeee:( um um found alison found food found park me and fuzzy had a major cam whore myspace session :p always fun! ummmm alison was hyper ooh OOH we went shopping to claires and bought lots of bracelety thingys yay and a lucky big in whcih we had, a whoistle for ali, made her happy lol, stupif ring that got stuck on my finger:( some bling ewewewewe ummm key chains saying i love brad?! WTF?! lol and and more bling which we snapped and made into lip rings lol er starnge events to follow..... alison ate a maggot which she stole of a fisherman lol then went in a river with tights on ew then pierced her nose at the park lol was gross ummm thennnnn Jb from tubahead appreaed... intending to meet up with jeni... who jjst completly blanked him just coz she decided she didnt like him, so she just clung herslef to Ham the rest of the day, so me and fuzzy ended up talking to him, which was fine, coz hes really nice......i was just really pissed at jen tho went and met ben a from school, saw greg and ash and and nick yayyyyyy then gregg bought me a drink:) awwwies. umm mooched aboiut with the guys really..... just chilled out with some new ppl for once, like jb and ham and joe was all cool... the jen left and i was le only girl:( ah well thennnnnnn everyone else went home and thennnnnn i went to Jbs house..... yay started to watch le movie.... then i had to go... got more drinks bought for me awwww and heh wow oh dear..... falling into the rich hale 6th form boys crew again ooh-er lol gahh so ive been on me feet non stop since 7 this morning:( ahhh dear.... v happy tho :) Current Mood: calm Current Music: alexisonfire- kennedy curse

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June 14th, 2005

10:55 am - time to waste HAHAHHAA THIS FUCKING CRACKED ME UP lewis n ambs were arguing last night over something yadda yadda.,.. then at about 1 in the morning i get a txt from lewis saying 'sorry if i wakw yu up but amber thinks were having some secret loving or some shit, says we've become closer, (which we have as friends) someones paranoid!!!' ah i laughed myself to sleep but then realised im annoyed at amber that she cud be so bitchy to think that i wud do something like that? its so stupid, and shes the one that used to moan that me and lewis argued too much! gah cant win can i!?! but then, *laughs* this is just the icing on the cake this one, i got this from lewis in a text a few mins ago: ' oh and also she was saying her 'parents' dont wnana take yu to greenday and amber said youll be lucky to have a ticket by the end of the week. what a bitch!' GAH WHAT THE HELL HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE THAT?!?!? fucking hell.... im laughgiung about it tho itys all quite funny... i dunno what ive done wrong tho lol, i havent seen her in ages to piss her off.. last time i saw her was the day we went and played tennis in hartham... and she seemed fine with me then?! so i reckon somones gone and opened thier mouth to her about something... or shes read this... coz i cant remmenber weather i gave her the addi to this or not... n shes been on the net the past like, 2 days.. so maybe shes read stuff ive been saying about her? *sniggers* pfft ah well. Current Mood: amused Current Music: fightstar- paint your target

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June 13th, 2005

07:56 pm ( Day in london ) Lewis and amber in L sqaure lewis shoes oooh-er ( Day in london ) yum yum yum ( Day in london ) Current Mood: content Current Music: manson- godeatgod

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02:54 pm whoa havent written in this in ages right er ok LONDON! YAY that was erm thursday... whoa now its monday dam im lazy ok well ive had jeni here all w/e so havent really been able to get on le computer soooooooo righty on thursday me lewis amber and jeni all trundled off to london after our french exam (which was piss easy x100) ummmmm went to camden, amber got her ears done, i got some new shirts... dum de dum.. jeni went home... then we went to carnaby street to get lewis's checkered vans thingys, red and black *thumbs up* me and amber are now lewis personal shoppers i think lol wooo then we went to covent garden to starbies and me and amber got our photo taken with one of those mime ppl that move when yu lob money at them hehe thennnnnnn as we had nothing better to do we went to leishcter sqaure to the trl thing... excpet no one famous was there... so we sat and admired lewis shooes and waved at alex zane!!! yerrrr! and ummmm ergh amber kept making stupid dinasour noises.... in the middle of L sqaure... she looked fucking stupid os me and lewis just walked away and left her there lol thennnn we all trundeled home again... it was a fun day, i love london in the summer when its all hot and yu can just go sit in a park and yayyyyyyy thennnnnnnnnn when i returned home i was very noisly greeted by geroge ben A lee and pegg and running around on my front drive lol, ben had had like one beer and was jumping about everywhere throwing stones lol.. so they all nicked my scooters and ran around like idiots some more... and me and ben just sat on my front porch talking about stuff for ages... which was nice, i think we sorted out the whole hoo har from the otehr day, and yes was nice to have a good ol chat.... then jeni rang me and ben came in my house and hung up the phone on her which was quite funny lol... yar was a nice day.... thennnnnnn Friday we had english in the afternoon ugh was awful..... cudnt concentrate atall.... ah well then i went and found lewis sarah and gi... who were all playing tennis with luke t and anna? random indeed.. so played a spot of tennis old chap what what yes was spiffing indeed me and lewis are actual pros.com *sigh* amber jsut did that thing were she sits there saying nothing and be all look at me i need attention ugh... h-anyway wooo then we all found paris and ben wood and jolley and some random guy gave me a mini milk wooo free ice cream from cute ppl... ermmmmmmm omg *shakes head* paris impression of andy madison is the most fucking wigged out thing ive ever seen... she looked just like him and sat on the floor going 'oi wez yu get any draw' on her phone... lmao... so fukcing wierd. and then it was just me and paris... and we sat in hartham talking and got attacked by some dog that tried to eat paris pasta and got its nose stuck in the tub lmao... ummmmmmmmm saturday yes yes shopping with lu for PANTIES for our pantie flag fopr reading eeeeeee ive never been in so many chavy shops in my life:S lol yay so got lots of nice panties and took lots of pics of our cool panties and made these silly moovies of us jumping about to american hi fi... hahha then sam came over.. and me and jen were leaving... but then i realised id left my underwear in lucys room so i suddnbely ran throygh her kitchen door going 'IVE LEFT MY UNDERWEAR BEHIND!!!!' to be greetd by sam looking quite scared... then i found my underwear and ran out the house again lol was so funny. went to the sqaure that night too with carrie and ellen and jen... was ok i spose... final of the rock contest.. la de da... plug my socket played yayyyyyy but thgey didnt win.. we did lots of silly dancing aboot and me and jen were attcked by the host guy from world on fire coz he was really drunk and kept leaning on us lol and then all this fluff got everywhere and the drummer from plug my socket sat on it haha gutted... ummmmmm yers then carrie and ellen disapeered n it was like wtf? gah written too much poo ummmmmmmm sunday me and jen went on crazy bike ride to bayford and back to get fit innit lol was so fucking hard were so unfit and stupid styles and gates suck lol woo then aller a cinema avec moose sarah rob and lewis... cheesecake hmmmm went to see league of gentleman which is so fukcing funny and sarah and jen made up a new game where yu say a row and seat number and you have to run to it and the forst person to sit on it wins lol we all ended up sitting really randomly coz it was so empty in there... gah then moose threw popcorn at me and threw me in a bush *scowls* woman basher!!!!! ooH OOH oooh THEN we saw rach underhill getting off her train from York so we all ran over to her so it was on big rach hug of ahhhh motherland but thennnnn i tripped over her bag and fell over on top of her bringing sarah and jen along with me lmao... was so fuking funny one big bundle on top of rach and i hurt my kneeeeeee :( but was still funny lol and lewis admitted he gets embarresed of amber O_o... ooh the truth is all coming out now eh.... came home me and jen cooked pasta all properly with this silly sauce stuff and it tasted soooooo fucking good........ watched 13.... watched blue crush.... *thumbs up* goodo moovies indeed slept AND THEN was rudley awoken by amber at 11 this morning asking what science we have this week *rolls eyes* and when i said dude yu woke me and jen up she just went 'well your mum said yu need to get up now anyway' lol wtf fucking wake up call thanks for aplogising for waking me up from my really cool dream where iw as killing off all the ppl in bob the builder lol... good dream i tell you! *breathes* whoa been bvery busy.... and i have geog exam in like 2 days FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK. Current Mood: lazy Current Music: finch- stay with me

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June 8th, 2005

10:19 pm *sigh* englishhhhhhhh argh was toooo long n my hand hurt so much i wanted to scream coz i cudnt write anymore n ahhhh ffaf streetcar wud not leave my head!!!! so after thatttttt went to loocys n saww photos n we talked about our magical flag that were gonna make for reading festival and oh wow readingggggggggggg :D :D :D dum de dum came homen thennn went to hertford avec lewis amber jen fuzzy bear beth and pete.... petes getting on my tits sooooooooo much rite now argh he tried to eat mine and lewis's cheescake!!!!! gah and i reallllllyyyyyyyy need to cut down on the cheesecake lol umm so wee all layed in the sun in bikini tops been all summery.,.... been around amber and jen and there stupid tummys that they cant breathe out with makes me wanna hit them with jenis fanta bottle. gah. n they were been all hyper n stupid... *rolls eyes* heh but we did take poppers n it was so hot it was like whoa fuck ow hehe ermmmmm yersh then jen went then pete went and it was just me ambs n lewis... and i finally got to talk to amber for ages today...and and me her n lewis just lay there as the sun was slowley going, talking about like, everything really.. was nice. then we had a fanta fight ewwww stickynessss! and lewis can pick me and amber up at the same time, like wtf??!!! fat muscle man! hehe. oh eyah, wactched that new programme called sugarush on tv last night.... there was one bit in it withg her and her best mate... jsut wanted to make me cry... deary me..... lol ugh and i dnt know what ben A's problem is with me at the moment, before he went away he was starying to get all meh with me.,... stupid ben kinda mood swings... yu know, like he always is with most girls... *sigh* and so now hes like oh so best mates with fucking charlie pegg of all ppl (there he goes again, picking and choosing all his friends....) so yea, pegg been pegg has like, turned him against me.... n he just keeps treating me like shit, always telling me to shut up and stuff... its like... oh how nice.... n he's accusing me of all this stuff that i apprently said... saying i dnt bother ever goiung to see him, erm hello, i was actually gonna go meet him after school today, until i got some stupid myspace comments form him, n just thought fuck it he obviously doesnt want me around.... its just a vicious circel... hes nasty to me, says sorry a thousand times, i give in, the he does it again n acts all odd with me over nothig.... i cant belive he thinks i dont fucking bother *shakes head* every fucking w/e i try and make the effort to go and see him, stand around the ghetto skatepark just because thats how much i like having him as a friend. then he goes all stupid immature year 10 ben teams up with pegg and thinks off all the bad things we can hate holly about today......and like, the one day i got free off my study leave when i was actually allowed out the house, i was like, ben ill come see yu tomorrow n he said he cudnt coz he was with amy.... ok... fair enough. he has amy, who is great btw.. i do really like her... but its like, then he comes home form wherever he went and moans that i didnt see him before he went away... gah hellooo tried to rememmber??!! i just dont know weather i can trust him sometimes? i defiantly dnt trust pegg, or lee that much, n hes with them all the time at the mo.... but hey, like i said, he picks and chooses his friends, so maybe after download hell be best buds with gregg or something once again... and he'll jsuy say sorry n ill go ok ben and all will go back to normal?! i just doint get him atall sometimes. O_O someone please tell me i didnt just write all that over ben aylott........oh god. GAH. Current Mood: crushed Current Music: sugarcult- counting stars

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June 7th, 2005

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05:51 pm GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MATHS SUCKS GAH GEOG SUCKS THE HEAT SUCKS STUPID BIRDS BEEN NOISY OUTSIDE THE HALL WHEN IM TRYING TO DO MATHS SUCKS THEY WILL GET COMAPASSES THROWN AT THEM GAHHHH GAHHHHHHH EXAMS ARE POOOO *breathes* everythings just a big ad rush aroud here at the mo... its all exams exams, go to school rush about in mad omgihaventrevisedfrenzy, dnt get time to properly speak to anyone.... come home try n revise then back at schoool again ITS LIKE ARGHH LIFE IS A DRAG. H-anyway........ at school today i..... hung a teddy bear on a noose made by zoe... we hung him in the lecture theatre of the projectr screen at the front... lol... and wrote a letter explaing how the year 10 chavs that take over the lecture theatre killed it *nods* poor bear lol thennnnnnnn i wandered into town with jen to buy yummy crisps... and we also went to the pircers to ask abotu belly buttoness *dances* i cna get mine done in like 2 weeks time coz i can go swimming after getting it done :D ummmm park was all hot n overrun by stupid over grown baby geese and chauncy kids.... came back did maths exam no wait, not did, tried and failed GAH again round and round we go eh *sigh* havent spoken to amber in ages... its like, im seeing her everyday at school... but just feel like i havent spoken to her properly about anything in yonks... i have loads to talk to her about... n just enveer seem to get the chance, coz everyitme i see her were rushing to an exam or jens there n amys there n gah i just wanna have some mcuy needed and not had amber n holly time... *sigh* GUTTED.COM lewis doesnt want her to go to sophies party... he doesnt trust her... which is kinda sad really coz theyve been together like 7 months or something now?! pfft ah well cheesecake *dances* plastic forks are officially evil, fucking cut my arm in a game of lets be emo with lewis lol n eeeek MAB are wonderful..... whenever i listen to them i think of HIM n wow was ages ago n it was me and amber all happy and with ash and andy b, who i havent seen either of in aaaaaaaaaaaggggggggges. GAH again again lol.... buttttt there playing in hitchin soon... i think maybe so yes i shall mini adventure myself up there i think :) Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: MAB- black

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June 5th, 2005

02:09 pm - not from concentrate ugh. i feel so ughish x2 im all floppy today and sleepy n merrrr im not gonna be able to stay awake in school tomorrow.,... and the worst part is,... ive done no revsion... i dnt even have my geog book its in my desk at school :( crap. so now i no no case studys and im going to fail everything. had so many arguments yestredy avec le parents.... and greenday in 2 weeks doubt ill be able to go.... ugh just ugh. so yestreday i spent all day writing loads of random shit in this big spongebob sqaure pants book that i fouynd in my room.... its reallt thick so i thought ah lets write stoof... ooh thennnnn, despite my parents saying i was still grounded... i was actually allowed out the house yay! so me sarah pugh georgina n lewis (random crew of ppl lol) all met uppy n went to the marquee for the ska night thing that they had there.... summin to do n get out the house i spose.. nothing better to do n ska is always fun so..... lal la OOH but first me and lewis went and got cheescake and spoons and forks >_< thing is, we forgot that the cheescake is frozen, seeing as we got it out the frozen section at tesco duh lol... so we ate very very hard cold cake lol which was yummy.... then we went into le marqueeee... it was so bloody empty! which was nice, coz for once you could actually walk up and down the middle bit and see the stage hehe.... so we sat... and talked and yar the moosic was funy and ska like... and me pugh and lewis took great amusement from the funny old ppl that were dancing and skanking around by the bar.. it was like a skank off with these 2 old men *giggles* and this funny robot lady whos trousers were ALL THE WAY UP v funny... tehe and yay for amazing 18 year old pugh buying smirnoff ices!!! thankyoooooooooooooo! woo sword/big stick/lightsaver fights with lewis... using plastic cuttlery! hehe we then had a mime eating session... but lewis thought i said mine... like coal mine, so he was like, why the fuck wud yu eat air in a mine?! lmao. v silly indeedy. i still have my spooooooooon........ AND OH MY GAWD. my sister is actually a mini me. she went to camden yestreday, and came back with baggies like mine, black netted top (mine) converses and a hoodie.... she looks so mini greebo scene now! hahya but then looks like me in some odd ways NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ONE IS ENOUGH. acvtually, if she gets my attitude aswell, then i salute her coz it wud piss my parents off no end to have to go through everything all over again haha. gutted. Current Mood: but sleepy Current Music: The used- take it away

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June 2nd, 2005

01:39 pm - i worry about tom sometimes lol Negative Mind - HOLLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says: I WAZ WATCHING THIS PROGRAM ABOUT HIPPOS!!!!!!!! AND THY CAN RUN 20MPH AND ONE OF THEM ATE THIS GUYS ARM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i worry about tom sometimes..... i really do lol gative Mind - HOLLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says: OMG! Negative Mind - HOLLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says: I NEEDED U SO MUCH YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [X] I Cant feel the same way about you anymore.... [X] 17 Days til Greenday, Taking back sunday, Jimmy eat world says: lol why why why Negative Mind - HOLLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says: I HAD 2 GET THE TRAIN BK FROM CHESTANT 2 WARE AND I GOT ON FROM THIS STRANGE PLACE AND ALISON SAYED GET ON THIS ONE IT WILL TAKE U THERE!!!!!! I GOT ON AND IT TERMINATED AT CHESTUNT STAINT!!!!!!!!! I WAZ LIKE SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO I WAZ WAITING 4 1/2 AND HOUR 4 THIS OTHER TRAIN BUT IT SAYED BISHOPS STORFORD!!!!!!!! SO I GOT ON IT ANY WAY AND THEN THE GUY WAZ LIKE YER THIS WILL GO THERE THEN THIS RUSSIAN GUY WAZ WATCHING ME THE WHOLE WAY HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE PUBLIC TRANSPORT!!!!LOL [X] I Cant feel the same way about you anymore.... [X] 17 Days til Greenday, Taking back sunday, Jimmy eat world says: lmao [X] I Cant feel the same way about you anymore.... [X] 17 Days til Greenday, Taking back sunday, Jimmy eat world says: yu so needed me YAY IM TRAIN LADYYYYYYY! awww i miss tom sometimes lol wierd, im talking to tom and josh today O_O like some scary dee ja vou going on here i tell ya.... Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: from first to last- failure by design jeans

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10:13 am well well well... back home i beeeee finallyyyyyyyyy righty ummm er dorset sucked... nothing and i mean nothing of great amazment happened atall... ooh except i got the lemmony snicket movie on dvd its sooo cool lol ive fucked up my arm somehow... *sobs* i cant move it properly n it hurts n oiwwwww the other night i stayed up practiclly the whole night coz it hurt so much... like the kinda hurt where yu get that sicky feeling n its like ergh gonna pass out... had to go to the doctors about it.,.. hence why im up and dressed at 10:15 AM AM *cries* gah. so yers doctor thinks its from when i fell on mee snowboard coz the same thng happened when i was in canada.... so... ugh haffs to take yuvky stuff to make it better... ermm ooh yes last nighty got back form dorset about 8ish.... went down to hartham to this thing that perte was organisisng./.. bless his little cotton socks... he'd organised all this stuff.. bbq and everything... then ppl like amber lewis n jen dont bother going just coz of a bit of rain... *sigh* i feel so sorry for him... he kept saying.. hmm there should be more ppl turning up... but anyway i was perefectly happy been with the few ppl that were there to be honest.. there was me lucy ellen ben c ermm oh god how do yu spell; his name? (guy in HIM hat lol) some random townies who i dnt know... this girl called anna from norfolk who was really really nice.... ermmm *thinks* n pete! n that was it...but it was all nice despite been kinda wet.... we had bbq... i think me and ben have burger food poisining lol... ooh n pretty candles yay! ermm n yea i was only there for a few hours but it was nice time anyway.... i think if we do that again with maybe more ppl music n hot weather it will be really good. and what was with the confusing episode in the car park with my mum? shes such a gay sometimes i swear. she had such a go at me in the car n i was jist like.... yur making no sense.. i cudnt even be arsed to argue back.... ah well. GO AWAY BEN WOOD ARGHHHH. too many bens. make this one go away. he wont levae me and lucy alone.... its actually scary now.. hes like some weirdo stalker. *sigh* stockie died the other day... its really sad.. i didnt even know him... but when i found out i was like :( coz he seemd really nice guy anyway... n i feel really sorry for steph.. n yeah. everyones really upset at the mo... i dnt really know what to say.,. like lucy said, it all seems really surreal.. and unfair... :( off to looooocys today.... ellens gonna be there now appreantly....woop de doo. Current Mood: sore Current Music: ffaf- streetcar

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May 28th, 2005

07:51 pm whoa..... spoken to 2 policemen in the space of 2 days... how wierd....yesterday it was coz they were going round hartham looking for bunking ppl so they took our names down to checck our schools... n then today was coz megan saw some fight on the bus between her silly lilttle year 7 friends... n she had to give a statement or something.. lol i didnt stick around to listen... policeman.. in my living room... yers ill just hide in my room i think lol and me and lewis just ate this big fat toffee cheescake....*hevaes* i feel so sick but it tasted soooo damn good lol Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: its dangerous business... Underoath

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May 27th, 2005

08:07 pm - Dream to make believe ouuuuuchhhhhhieeeeeees sun burnt shoulders ow ow ow headache from not having anywater owowow feet hurt from rocks i the river owowowow lol but was such a great day :D started off with me meeting lucy, n we went to hartham we were met goerge, moose, rob mike and niall and we all sat going ergh its hot.... then amy apperaed n sarah n crew appeared avec blow up boat... everyone went off to do stuff yadda yadda.... me lucy n ben wood just lay there baking to death in the sun... mostly all day... went in le river for a bit n got all wet and smelly lol carlys bro appeared at one point.... ermmmmmm muysicness... mike is cool ive decided, woo new friend! ahhh was juist like back in the summer holidays really, give or take a few new ppl here and there.. felt like the summer aswell it was like, a high of 32'c today *stares at screen blankly* lol well that explains my burnt shoulders and huge tan mark form where my sweatband has been, n my freckles on my nose! hehe ugh then i walked from hert to ware with lu n ben....... owwwwwww my god. the pure pain of that was just ow. but now im back home all nice and tanned and happy coz ive had a goooooood day and big bro 6 is odd indeed.... too many camp ppl its silly and everyopne has huge tits lol Current Mood: hot Current Music: Cliban

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May 26th, 2005

01:51 pm - Hardcore study leaveness wooooooooo english exam over sooo failed but meh the jen came over n we went to the park n pete appreed with pick n mix n niall n lewis came and georgeinaaaaaa and amber and it was all sumerryyyooooh n then mooose ben apperad with sarah oooohhhh we took 118 pictures oops... lol i wont put them ALL On here tho jeni and amber happy happy lalalal classic of jeni in petes hat been hard innit jenis new bf.... farmer gamba!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee jeni and amber in broom broom ooh the rebelness us all laughing at ben.... im not quite sure why.... lol FEET AMBER DIED coz we span around not sure whats going on here..... awwwwwwwwww niall niall niall pete in a bollard riverness was slimy geporge n jeni going on thier jounry farmer niall on a cliff a tad gimpish he sunk my battleship FAT FAT FAT hes almost as obese as me haha jeni: 'taking a dip, and by dip i mean whiskey and by whiskey i mean up to my ass' lol ooh-ar jeni is santa FARMER NIALL need i say more? tongue.com hahahahaha er whats funny lol ambres face.... n petes hat again SPINNY GAME pimp my ride ooh crikey.... pick n mix! pete cant use swings..... amber n jeni.. sex swing.... invisble man... n george lol weeeeeeee TREE PORN Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: six ways form sunday

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May 24th, 2005

08:13 pm - im the king... wait... princess of the castle....er slide... weeeeeeeeeeee been to le town again..... took le break from all the er hardcore revsion i'd been doing today! met up with pughhh, katie was supposed to be coming... but she couldnt get there.... so yar went to le park and chatted and played on the slide hehe. ermmmmmmmm thennnnnnn Niall and Lewis arrived....and and then me and lewwis went and got our cheescake! yay!.... and lots of forks lol and then pugh disapeered to marqueeeeeee with his friendies... so me niall and lewis had our mini cheescake picnic.... ergh i felt sick that cheescake was weird lol.. dum de dummm chat chat.... i felt kinda weird been there with amber and sarahs boyfirneds without them been there....kinda odddness but ah well was all nice. english lit exam tomorrow.... argh this is the exam that i always fuck up on :( noooo n its 2 hours long... fucking hell.... wonder if ambers home yet.... *ponders* were not actually sure when she returns back to the country... ah well... *salutes* see ya nice version of lewis, talk to yu next time ambers out the country i guess! lol Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: ffaf- amsterdam convo

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12:36 pm Just watched the movie called thirteen.... my good god. wow. but :( but still wow its very good. Current Mood: thoughtful Current Music: murderdolls- i love to say fuck

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May 23rd, 2005

09:22 pm - moose is gay *sigh* well i must say ive cheered up so much since a few hours ago.... moose invited me into to town coz gamba n niall etc were all out....so i trundled down there... they were all going home so it was just me n moose.. but it was cool to hang out with him for a few hours... n just be out the house n yay.....it was so funny moose is gay and i am the queen of the playground and the spinny thingy is my throne and i made moose dig me a moat! muahha he is my slave, and i will set my evil army (will stacey, not kidding, hes in the cadets we saw him pimping around in his unifrom hahaha) to chop mooses head off coz he tried to take over my kingdom! lol ah all good.... and and pugh rang me aswell to see if i was ok coz he saw i was upset.... that mean alot to me.... chered me up too :) and now im sudedenly not friends with lucy again? argh, she sent me a text saying how she gives up with me ect fuck me blah....oh so friendly.... im sorry i was only having a random rant.... i wasnt nasty to her in aanyway in that last post atall.... its like i cant even be upset without it getting stupid n me getting more upset and falling out with lucy n argh bloody hell. Current Mood: happy but confused... Current Music: funeral for a friend- street car

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05:22 pm I cant believe such a thing could ever be said..... the total bollcoks of it all..... and how un true that alll was. my god. She thinks me and amy werent trying to help her? and never showed the same thing back? im actually crying from what i just read now. i feel like the whole 2 years or whatever, that i stood with her as her friend.. and cared so mcuh about her... so so much... was just a complete waste.. coz according to this she didnt seem to notice that we did care so fucking much. i feel. so. ergh.....i dunno what the word is but its actually made me cry, and i never cry. ergh. I know i know, i shouldnt be bringing up the past here.... and ive been trying not to, but what i just read, could not contain myself. and also, she said i cud read her LJ but not talk to her about it, or comment her about it, so im not... im just gonan say it on here seeeing as its my LJ and im allowed... i was gonna be all over pugh? er no i wasnt.... i was really looking forward to me yu n pugh all meeting up... n i was getting prepared for having to sit there n watch her be all over him. and im not skiiny holly who everyone loves, been skinny sucks and no one loves me, majority of people who act like they like me are using me and bitch about me all the time. even people whove spent no longer than 1 second with me, like that laurence kid or whoever, saw me for 1 second when i was hyper and in a weird state coz id just been to see erm yea anyway, like how nasty can someone be to judge me from that one second? and i fucking hate ellen, ive tried giving her a chance, i really tried, but nearly everyday im finding out random shit that shes been telling people, and been bicthing about me to lucy. so i give up on that one sorry lu. ooh now lucys gonna go tell ellen that coz EVERYONE is a fucking back stabber around here the most weirdest thing happened today speaaking of backstabbing... jen was talking to me about ben c.... coz she likes him... n apprently he likes her... according to carrie... but then according to lu he doesnt like her coz shes too skinny coz thats what carrie said to lu? see even, the most innocnet kindest ppl swap stuff around behind ppls back... anyway so to try n help jen out coz she was a tad confused i said maybe lus trying to help ellen get on ben or something... just a random comment.. and what does fucking sam cheal go and do? she sits on the tables next to me, and texts lucy telling her exactly what i jsut said. shes such a twat head. a complete suck up to lucy twat. whos obsessed with chris cole, which is hilrious coz he prolly thinks shes an annpoying twat too. oh gwad ok now im the bitching one. fucking vicious circle of lies that school is. cant fuckikng wait til exams are over. well today was random exam day.... went to school... planned jens party with her... went to lus... tried to revise...went back to school....sat exam now im back here been nagged by my mum to revise. and avenged sevenfold are playing tonight..... everyo0nes going n im not and argh :( Current Mood: and hurt Current Music: avenged sevenfold- eternal rest

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May 22nd, 2005

08:01 pm - fuck yu fucking cold fucking revsion n how annoying and boring it is fucking sun fucking me been grounded, I DID SOMETHING WRONG A MONTH AGO GUYS GET OVER IT ARGH fucking ipod been broken fucking fuck i have a real proper actual GCSE tomorrow fuck not revised, well tried to but i wont take it in im too ill and argh fucked off. fucking sundays there never fun ah fucking hair dye getting everywhere gah Current Mood: fuck Current Music: avenenged sevenfold- eternal rest

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